hello.

2008-10-27T18:08:00.004+08:00

I have given up on the past.

Guess its now time for me to move on .

A new chapter of my life:

http://a-new-beginning-me.blogspot.com/

2008-10-12T16:46:00.002+08:00

still rmb the handphone strap tt we shared?

One half of the heart is with you,

and the other with me.

mayb u haf already forgotten about it.. or mayb even threw it away.

but i haf alws kept it close to me,

bringing it along with me wherever i went.

but for some reasons,

it just went missing today.

after six months of despair and sorrow,

i guess this is it.

a sign for me to give up.

and i will.

take care.

elvin.

2008-08-27T23:35:00.004+08:00

give up..

giving up..

given up.

haf i, really?

2008-08-07T22:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself..

received lots of smses today..

happy tt many frens and family still rmbed my birthday..

but the one sms i m waiting for..

has yet to arrive..

i guess no matter hw long i wait..

i will nv receive it ba..

love her always,
elvin.

2008-07-18T22:46:00.012+08:00

Speech day today..

was supposed to be a happy occasion.

on my journey back to bp today, i constantly reminded myself that i shld be happy. it was my big day as this is the 1st time ever tt i am attending speech day as a prize recipient.

but somehow.. i was not able to do so.

it has been a long while since we last met,

still rmbed the last time we met..

i was crying.

for the past few months, i haf been trying to adapt to life without you.

i guess i m still unable to do so yet..

still trying my best.

there was one point in time,

when i thought tt i no longer haf any feelings for you..

however..

after seeing you in school today.. even if it is only from a distance,

i realised..

it really isnt that easy to assure myself tt i no longer love you..

i guess..

it is rly impossible for me to forget abt u ba..

haha...

even though i know clearly that..

you probably would haf forgotten abt me..

take care, and stay happy, always.

love her always,
elvin.

2008-07-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

havent been blogging for quite some time now..

ya so i m here to update.. haha..

well.. got back my common test results le..

NJ common test..

rly damn imba.. lol..

but tink i did okay ba.. shall work even harder during promos.

well.. and also.. i actually got elected to become njco-gz pres.

lol.. but feeling v stressed now bcos of the recruitment problems..

hope i can do a gd job as a pres..

and not let everyone, esp the teachers and seniors.

jiayou elvin!

love her always,
elvin.

2008-06-29T21:21:00.005+08:00

seeing u online at msn now..

i rly duno wad to do..

i have so many things tt i wan to tell u..

so many things to ask u..

but.. i m afraid tt if i disturb u again..

u will lose ur concentration for olvls..

if u are reading this now..

i juz wanna let u noe tt..

altho there might be a thousand reasons to why u should give up on our relationship..

i haf only one reason to why i will nv give you up..

and that reason is..

i truly love u.

love her always,
elvin.

2008-06-27T21:18:00.007+08:00

昨晚，我又梦见了你。

梦里的你，是那么的开朗，

那么的开心。

而不知为何，当你遇见我的时候，

我们之间并没有一丝的尴尬。

一切就如同回到了过去。

...

但是，我明白，

那只是一场梦，一场很美丽，很幸福的梦。

有人说，梦境所发生的事情，

在现实生活里是永远不会实现的.

我想，

也许，

这纯粹只是一场梦吧。

...

梦，使人变得更沮丧...

love her always,
elvin.

2008-06-22T13:41:00.003+08:00

痴情 ≠ 白痴.

love her always,
elvin.

2008-06-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

havent been posting for quite some time now.. partly bcos i had been studying for my common tests ba.. haiz.. juz realised that i do not have much time left to study..

lol.. haf been playing gunbound almost everyday ever since co concert ended.. lol gunbound is addictive laa.. lol bcos u get this satisfaction when u gain rank.. haha i now silver battle le lor.. XD

haha.. other than playing gunbound.. i haf been going out to yewtee mac to study for e past 1 week.. lol really cant study at home.. so muz go out lo.. going dere to mug again tmr aft playing bball in e morning.. lol..

haha anyway.. i haf decided not to get myself involved in any relationships le.. bcos.. i am rly afraid of being hurt again.. haha.. ya.. so.. tink i will juz continue to wait for her and take things by stride ba.. if she doesnt accept me nxt time.. i will juz continue to live life alone ba.. haha..

well at least.. i haf frens who care for me.. haha so guess i should be thankful le ba..

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-06-09T18:54:00.003+08:00

Videos of NJCO concert! XD

1st song: The Great Verdigris bell

2nd song: Winds Cresenti

3rd song: Jia liu's SOLO

4th song: 祈祷

5th song: 上海滩

6th song: Rasa Sayang

7th song: Alice's Dance

8th song: 瑶族舞曲

9th song: Dango

enjoy! NJCO rocks! XD

love her always,
elvin.

2008-05-27T22:48:00.002+08:00

Mm.. today i went to WestMall to watch the movie, "Accuracy of Death"..

i reached WestMall at around 10.20am and then went into the theatre at 10.30am..

at that time.. there was no one else in the theatre..

i was kinda happy then.. cos it means i can haf e whole theatre to myself..

and watch e movie quietly alone..

but then..

2 girls suddenly came into the theatre during the last minute when e show was abt to start..

haiz~

anw.. e movie was quite nice..

it wasnt rly abt romance tho.. but more abt hw fate can bring ppl tgt..

ya.. hope everyone can watch it..

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-05-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

Photos taken during my 3days course at IMCB. (21-23 May 2008)

Me and Woon Yao (junior from BPGHS)
Me, North, Cass and Mel
Our coordinator, Jeremy.

Fun Shot.

Me and North.

Big Me and North, Small Cass and Mel.

Big Cass and Mel, Small me and North.

08S11 Forever~~

love her always,

Elvin.

2008-05-25T20:05:00.002+08:00

i really duno wad to do..

i am really feeling v miserable.. confused.. helpless..

i really dont wish for our relationship to end just like this..

i have alws thought that we will never be seperated..

and since a long time ago..

i have already made up mind that u are the only girl whom i want to be with forever..

but now..

...

i know tt you wont be feeling any better than me..

cos.. i know u still haf feelings for me..

so why? why cant u give both of us another chance?

why must everything end this way?

...

i really dont wish to let go..

everybody is telling me tt mayb its time for me to forget abt u..

but.. i really cant do it..

i really cant..

...

i haf been thinking a lot for e past few days..

yes, i really dont wish for our relationship to end..

but neither do i wish for you to be sad and having ur studies affected by me..

i juz wan u to be happy..

so..

i guess..

mayb its time to let go ba..

...

i wont bother u anymore le..

hope tt by doing so.. u will be happier..

but i will still be waiting for u..

wish tt after 4 yrs..

we can still be tgt again..

geena, zutto ni aishiteru..

love you always,
Elvin.

2008-05-23T21:40:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I had my final interview wif the director of IBN.

And in the end, much to my surprise.. i actually got into the research program!

ya.. my research program will be held in e nov and dec holidays.. which means i cant go away for holidays le.. haiz~

but then.. i m quite happy ba.. cos i m one step closer to achieving my dream of becoming a doctor..

and providing a comfortable life for her..

i hope i will have this chance ba..

but mayb.. i will never have it..

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-05-16T21:15:00.005+08:00

今天上华文课时, 老师要大家以以下的照片, 写出一小段的故事来描写此事情发生之前或之后的情况..

在四川大地震遇害的一位小女生

不知不觉，我走到了学校的门口．但如今，学校已经不象以前那么的华丽，而是成为了一座庞大的＂砖头山＂．展现在我眼前的这一幕，真是令人感到心酸啊！

我看见许多救灾人员正忙着寻找尸体；而如我一样侥幸逃过着一劫的生还者只能在一旁默默地哭泣，祈求老天爷不要夺走还被埋在＂砖头山＂下的亲友们．．

突然之间，从救灾人员那儿传来了喊叫声．我想应该是他们发现了什么，于是，我便决定去看一看，希望能够给予一些帮助．

慢慢的，救灾人员们挖掘出了一名小女生的尸体．眼看着那小女生，我心里想：这女孩怎么那么面熟呢？

这时，我明白了．
我错了．
原来，我早已离开了人世...

这一小段故事，是我以这位小女孩的角度来写的...

2008-05-14T19:27:00.005+08:00

Heys everyone.. sry for not updating my blog for so long.. cos had been rly busy wif sch work recently.. especially PW! ARGHH! lol.. had been rushing e GPP for quite a while now.. thank God its finally done..

lol.. anw here's a piece of gd news! I got thru the 1st round of interview at IBN for e A*star science research! yay! haha.. but thn now nid to go for e final round of interview.. havent got e details yet.. but hope everything goes well ba. =)

well.. we had CAAL aft school today. lol.. honestly, it was only my 2nd time attending CAAL cos there used to be many interference during CAAL last time. mm anw.. our class did smthn abt poetry at RGPS this afternoon.. well dere was this poem that i like very much.. and here it is:

Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And i still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hands like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So i would'nt have to wake up without you today.
This time i thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was i an opinion?
I let you see a side of me that i don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go on our own ways,
and hopefully you'll remember the things i've told you,
hopefully you'll understand that everything i said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not i wanted from this,
But i guess i've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish that the story didn't end this way,
Cause i'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hands like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?

...

I love you, monkey.

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-05-06T21:41:00.004+08:00

After weeks of depression, I have finally picked myself up again..

I guess what i can do now is to wait for her and continue to give my all for dis relationship ba.. hopefully she will accept me again one day.. ya mayb dats e only thing i can do now ba..

anyway.. an update of my recent happenings ba..

well.. i had my 1st SPA examinations today.. Biology. The paper is kinda manageable i guess.. juz tt i was rushing thru e last 20mins doing my skill D report.. haha.. hopefully all goes well la.

Also i will be having an interview at IBN dis coming thursday for e A*Star science research program. I was kinda surprised that my appplication form actually got thru.. lol.. hopefully all goes well too ba.. since i have already made it dis far.. ya i hope..

all right.. i going to prepare for my interview now.. juz wanna say thanks to everyone who has been concerned for me.. thank you all.

I miss BP.. looking forward to see sx, sn, lcw, qr, hai, hieu & e rest of 4T2 during dis saturday's class outing..

and also..

I miss you, little monkey.

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-05-04T20:02:00.006+08:00

放不下,

所以只能默默地等待.

盼望再次听你对我说一声:

愛してる.

小猴子, 我等你.

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-05-01T09:58:00.002+08:00

除了不停地哭泣以外,

我还能做什么呢?

如今,我学到了一个道理:

即使我无条件地付出一切,

我始终不能够挽留着她,

也许真的是时候,

放弃吧.

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-04-26T22:46:00.003+08:00

16th November 2011

I will wait for u till then..

take care.

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-04-15T21:21:00.003+08:00

depression.. is the state in which one thinks of different ways to kill himself..

maybe I have become like that ba..

i duno..

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-04-11T20:21:00.002+08:00

is this really the end of the road for us?

i really dun wan to lose u...

pls dun leave me..

please.. i really cant live without you..

i rly cant..

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-03-29T17:41:00.003+08:00

It has been a long week..

Exhausted from all the tests and hw i had this week..

NJ's life is rly so much different from the good old days i had back in bp..

I miss bp..

sigh.. i gonna fail my chem test.. =(

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-03-22T22:02:00.003+08:00

I know you care abt me.. at least i choose to believe that you do..

but..

do you really understand how i feel?

i duno.. i rly duno..

sigh..

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-03-18T20:46:00.002+08:00

Depressed.. again..

Fate.. why are u always picking on me? Why do i see other couples having all the time in the world to be together when u wun even give me a few hours on friday?

why? why is life so unfair? why am i always so unfortunate? =(

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-03-17T19:41:00.003+08:00

First Day of Enrichment week..

has been boring.. =X

lol.. school started off today with e release of our Project Work topics.. the two topics for us to choose from are "Journey" and "Modernization". haha.. think my group should be choosing "Journey" ba.. easier to do.. lol.. =P

haha.. after which, I had my first enrichment course for e week.. a compulsory 4-hr long talk on "Love and Relationship". O.O lol initially, i was kinda looking forward to dis talk la.. cos i tot it wld be interesting and fruitful.. but oh well, it didnt rly turn out to be what i expected.. =S

lol.. looking forward to the jewellery-making course tmr.. haha cos i will be making a set of jewellery for monkey all by myself! =)

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-03-16T21:19:00.003+08:00

heys everyone..

sorry for not updating my blog again.. duno why i juz dun haf e blogging feeling.. =X lol.. but will try my best to update whenever i m free ba.. haha..

lol anw.. i changed my blogskin le! haha.. duno if its nice or not.. but thn i rly wan to give my blog a new look.. haha so yupps dis is it.. hope you guys wun mind.. haha..

mm.. march holidays are coming to an end le.. haha actually i haf kinda enjoyed my march holidays dis year.. lol mainly bcos i actually get to meet her 3 times dis week!!! haha.. happy~~~ =)

小猴子，我真的好爱你...

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-02-29T22:52:00.003+08:00

29th February, 2008

Today is a really special day.. a day tt occurs once every 4 years.. haha.. dats why i cldnt resist posting dis altho i haf lots of hw to do dis weekend..

and to monkey, hope that the next time a leap year occurs, we can really be together le..

love u always and always.

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-02-22T22:01:00.005+08:00

In loving memory of my dearest grandma..

Thank you for everything that you have done for me in the past 17yrs..

I will always remember you..

Love you..

Thank you.

Grandma left us on 18 Feb 2008, 10.30pm

挥不去对故人的缅怀之情。

花开花落，春去秋来。

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-02-17T00:49:00.005+08:00

lol oops.. i guess its time to revive my dead blog.. =X

haha.. sry to all for not updating.. reason being i haf quite a lot of hw tt i nid to complete.. life in njc is kinda tiring.. its like everyday i can only reach home at abt 5pm.. and whn i haf cca, i normally reach home at 9pm.. so i rly dun haf time to do my hw sia.. not to say updating my blog.. sigh~

lol mm but i guess life still goes on ba.. haha guess i will juz hafta try and adapt to dis exhausting jc life. =X haha.. mm anw as for sx's request.. i dun tink i wanna write tt in dis blog ba.. haha shall keep it a secret. =D

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-01-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl! haha havent been updating my blog for a long while now.. lol starting to feel lazy le.. oops..

haha.. anw my olvl results were out last thursday! lol.. i tink i did quite well ba.. haha got 5a1s, 3a2s and 1b3.

lol altho its kinda depressing tt 2 of my sciences (chem and phys) got a2.. ><

haha nevertheless, i m happy tt i can stay in NJC! Yay! =D

lol.. to end dis post.. wanna congratulate 小猴子for getting an a1 for her chinese Olvls! Cont to jiayou ba! Piggy alws behind u de! XDDD

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-01-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

hello ppl! haha havent been posting for quite some time now.. lol but dun tink anyone did miss me ba? *bleh* =X

haha.. anw orientation at njc juz ended last friday.. lol muz say tt de orientation rly rocks!!! lol.. especially e mass dance! woots! wahahaha i rly love e mass dance leh.. nv knew dancing was tt much fun! well altho i m not rly talented in it.. =X

haha.. but nonetheless wanna thank flexi audrey for being a patient dance partner.. lol.. rly honoured to dance wif someone who was praised by e judges.. haha.. a little pressurized tho.. ><

lol rly hope to stay in njc now..

hoping..

love her always,
Elvin.

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

New year's wishes:

Ah ma can remain strong and optimistic.
To be able to go up on stage when i returned to Bp for my Olvls results.
Monkey can stay happy and never be sad dis yr.
Monkey can do well for her Olvls dis yr.
Piggy and monkey can be tgt aft 4yrs.

love her always,

Elvin.

2007-12-14T18:43:00.000+08:00

恋爱会使一个人变得幼稚。。

真的。

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-12-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

Haf been down with fever, flu & sore throat since this morning.. and its doesnt seem to get any better even after eating panadols.. =X

Furthermore, it has been pouring since dis morning too.. and e rain oso dun seem to be stopping anytime soon..

everything juz seems so gloomy..
haiz~

wonder wad she will be doing now..

Hope tomorrow will be brighter.

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-12-04T19:14:00.000+08:00

Monkey's away on holidays today le...

Guess piggy will be alone here for one week ba...

Haha.. Take care of urself & stay happy, 小猴子!

Piggy will miss u de.. T_T

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-11-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

Has been quite a while now since the Olvls came to an end.. lol wasnt able to update right after it ended last tuesday as I was busy working on something.. haha so v. sry abt tt.. =X

mm.. honestly.. i really duno wad i shld comment on e Olvls.. haha everything just passed by too quickly.. so quickly that i juz cldnt believe its already over.. lol. XD and come to think of it.. I haf kinda forgotten wad were e mistakes i haf made, wad were e questions tt i wasnt rly sure of my answers, wad type of questions came out, etc etc. haha okay okay.. i admit i haf short-term memory.. (小猴子，你赢了咯!) =P lol.. so think i shant comment anymore abt Olvls ba.. haha..

lol anw.. went out with sx, lcw, qr, pn and zp for dinner at causeway point last friday. haha.. actually we intended to go to Seoul Gardens for e buffet.. but then in e end ended up in Sakae for e sushi. By e time we got dere.. there was already a long queue outside e restaurant.. so we took turns to stay in e line.. haha altho zp and pn stayed in e line for e longest.. XD

Well, outside e sakae restaurant, dere is dis leaderboard for e most number of plates of sushi eaten (not sure if dere's a time limit).. and at tt time, e top position in e leaderboard was 35 plates. Haha.. when lcw saw dis, he commented tt 35 plates were so little.. lol but then, when we actually went to haf e buffet.. he began struggling aft 8 plates la! LOL! =P

Lcw happily eating a sushi =P

Towards e end of e buffet.. Pn did something unexpected and totally crazy, Again. =X lol.. pn was telling us tt he wasn't afraid of eating wasabi.. and when sx asked him to prove it.. he took a rly small piece of wasabi and put it into his mouth.. Well as anyone cld endure tt little piece of wasabi.. sx challenged pn to eat a larger piece, and guess wad pn did?

Without thinking at all, he picked up a whole chunk, A WHOLE CHUNK of wasabi and popped it into his mouth.. dots.. imagine his expression when he ate tt.. >.<>

The Brave Pn. >.<

lol.. guess dats abt it for e sakae dnr ba. Haha.. mm tink i shall also end my post here ba.. going to slp early so tt got enuff jing shen for tmr's 4T2 cls chalet.. haha.. cya everyone! XD

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-11-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

1461，代表着一个数字。

1461天，代表着四年的时间。

1461个纸心，代表着我会等你到我们都长大了。

1461，是时间所给予我们俩的考验。

希望我们能经得起这四年的考验。

我爱你。

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-10-16T16:01:00.000+08:00

人总是这样，

时常把身边的人所给予他们的关心及爱护，

当成理所当然的事，

也从来都不好好地珍惜他们。

一直到失去他们之后才发觉到他们的可贵，

才来后悔。

但是，到那时候，

一切都已经太迟了。

真的是这样吗?

也许。

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-10-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

1461

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-07-21T12:21:00.000+08:00

Guess i m gonna follow wad xy has said in her blog..

will be back after the O lvls..

JIAYOU PEOPLE!
ALL E BEST FOR UR PRELIMS & O's!

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-07-08T12:57:00.000+08:00

不知道为什么，突然好想，好想大声地对她说：

我爱你！

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-07-07T13:13:00.000+08:00

失望..

haiz.. had my Chinese 'O' levels orals yestd.. rly disappointed wif myself.. haiz.. felt tt i crapped throughout e whole examintation.. come to tink of it.. i dun even noe wad i was toking abt.. (drats..) =X

haiz.. rly afraid tt i carn even achieved a merit for it.. T_T

nvm.. shant dwell on such unhappy memories anymore. mm.. yestd went back to CO to see how everything is going.. well.. okay la.. i admit i went back mainly bcos of her.. haha.. xD

Mm.. was rly happy tt she accepted e drawings i drew for her.. haha.. cos.. i tot she wldnt like them.. mm ya.. so dis is one of my drawings. =)

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-06-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

OMG! SORRY!

lol.. 1stly, rly wan to apologise to everyone for not updating my blog.. =X
come to think of it.. it has been almost 2 weeks le ba? haha.. did u guys miss me?
LOL. jkjk.. haha.. xD

mm.. to be honest, e reason for nt blogging is bcos.. erm.. i m too lazy.. lol.. okie la.. rly sorry abt it.. haha.. but i really AM lazy.. lol.. (like wad sx always say.. I like pig lk tt.. ) ^_^

mayb i will look like dis.. xD

anyway.. quite a number of things happened de past few days.. lol.. so guess dis gonna b quite a long post.. haha.. so enjoy reading it! xD

Erm.. suddenly duno hw to start.. haha.. okie let us go down e timeline ba.. P.S : pls note tt e following posts have been written on tt day itself.. cos i have saved them under drafts le.. juz tt i lazy to publish them.. haha.. =X

SATURDAY, 16 JUNE

Yay! Saturday has arrived!

haha.. woke up today in a rly happy mood. Reason being i m finally going to meet her in 2 more days le! xD

haha.. cause nxt monday we will be having our guanyue outing! lol.. rly happy lor.. cause 1stly, i will b able to meet her.. haha.. (has been quite a while since i last saw her.. mm.. tink one month le ba.. >.<) and secondly, senior JULIA is coming back from Cambridge!

lol.. rly carn wait for monday to arrive.. haha.. duno hw much senior Julia has changed.. =.= lol. dun tink she changed much either.. haha..

Rly rly very happy today! ^_^

Elvin.

SUNDAY, 17 JUNE

haiz..

rly duno hw to describe my feelings right now.. can say v disappointed ba.. T_T

received her sms juz now.. saying tt she wun b able to go for e outing le.. cos her fren wans her to complete deir project..

initially.. i tot she wld turn down her fren and still come for e outing.. but.. who knows.. she rly carn go.. haiz..

rly v sad and disappointed.. to tink i m still looking forward to meet her tmr..

haiz..

Elvin.

MONDAY, 18 JUNE

Woke up dis morning at 9am.. haf to wake up early bcos haf to accompany my family to e temple and gif offerings to my ah gong.. (ya.. ah gong has passed away 2 yrs ago le..)

Left home for the temple at 10am.. hired a cab and rched dere within a few minutes..

Met my cousins dere at e temple and.. erm.. ya.. chat and play lor.. haha.. wad else can we do? lol.. cause we haf to wait for like 1+ hrs for my ah gong to finish erm.. eating e offerings? haha.. duno hw to phrase it out.. but its smthn along tt line ba.. =.=

When e offerings are done.. its like 12pm le.. haha.. so we went to e canteen at e temple to haf out lunch.. after which, my cousins and i went to e X-Square at Lot 1 to play. haha.. altho i m in a rly sad mood today (cos i still carn believe she will nt b coming for e outing.. haiz..).. i actually enjoyed myself whn i m wif my cousins.. lol. mayb its bcos we r rly close ba.. =)

Soon.. its abt 1.30pm le.. so i hurried to e mrt station to meet e other guanyue ppl. And OMG lor! I CARN BELIEVE IT SIA! lol.. e guanyue outing turned out to be erm.. a 4-person outing?!?!? LOL.

Well.. actually dere shld be more ppl de.. but wanlin.. came for a while.. thn grew tired of waiting for Julia.. and went off?? LOL.. i was totally stunned by her actions! =.=

Senior Julia oso carn spend e whole day wif us cause she has to go back to Malaysia.. and meet her hairdresser.. for a haircut? lol.. come to think of it.. its quite funny tho.. haha. xD

But.. rly glad to see Julia back.. lol.. she din rly changed much tho.. haha.. mm.. let me recall.. wad did we do nxt.. mm.. so.. we went to Lot1 to walk around.. and soon.. Julia has to leave for Malaysia le.. T_T

lol.. nvm guess dere r still many chances to meet her.. xD

Well.. apparently.. it came down to the 4 of us.. Hz, kd, hy and me.. LOL! I RLY CARN BELIEVE IT LOR... a 4 ppl outing... >.<

honestly.. i rly feel rly sian le.. bcos.. initially, i already dun feel like coming for e outing le.. cos.. she is nt here mah.. haiz.. T_T thn Julia oso carn join us le.. and its lyk.. why m i still here??? lol.. wanted to go home.. but hz wans me to stay on.. so.. no choice lor.. din wan to pangseh him.. haha..

so.. in the end.. we still headed off for vivo.. haha.. did quite a number of things at vivo.. went to e "Candy Empire" 1st to get ourselves some sweets b4 we proceeded to "Toy s' Rus (lol. is dat hw u spell it?). Anw.. we had a rly great time at e toy store.. haha.. played with all sorts of diff toys.. lol.. xD OH YA! i showed off my hula-hoop talent to hz, hy and kd at e toystore too! ^_^

mm.. after we grew tired of vivo.. we headed off for Sentosa. Haha.. took e monorail dere and arrived at beach station. We played at de beach for quite a while.. thn erm.. come to tink of it.. we practically did nth else le.. lol. Until we went for e Skyride and e Street Luge.. haha.. it was rly fun! It was quite worthwhile too.. haha.. cos dey having dis promotion whr we get to haf 2 rides for e price of one.. xD

Before we realised it.. it was time for dinner le.. haha.. we headed back to vivo by monorail again.. and met Kok Hong for dnr. xD rly glad tt he cld make it..

lol.. shant elaborate much on e dnr.. haha.. but one thing is for sure.. KOK HONG WAS SO LAME!!! lol.. dats my senior for u.. haha! xD Anw.. rly had a wonderful dnr..

lol.. noe who dis handsome guy is?? Haha.. its none other thn my Lame senior, Kh!!!

Lol.. pls dun kill me kh!!!

Haha.. it was abt 10pm+ le whn we finally headed home.. lol.

Wow.. had been a long day.. haha..

No doubt.. i rly had fun today.. haha.. altho i believe it cld haf been much more enjoyable if she was here wif us today.. =(

Elvin.

Haha.. Okie. I shall end dis long post here le..
Nite!

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-06-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

慢慢疏远了...

Elvin.

2007-06-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

内心里的无奈及挣扎,

又有谁会明白呢？

难到一直以来，

她都只是在敷衍我吗？

虽然我知道应该对自己, 以及对她有信心..

但是，但是..

咳.. 我真的不知道..

真的很害怕，很害怕.. 那一天的到来...

咳.. 算了.. 或许我真的想太多了...

振作起来，朋学..

Elvin.

2007-06-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

~~depressed..~~

An ice-cream a day, keeps my sadness away...

Elvin.

2007-06-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

worried.. haiz.

haiz.. rly duno hw to decribe wad i m feeling now..

received a sms from her dis afternoon.. only to realise dat she has fallen ill.. T-T
honestly.. i tot tt she wld b ok at first.. but thn 越想越担心.. so decided to call her juz now.
haiz.. she sounded so sick on e fone.. thn found out tt she rly v sick lor.. cos she vomited somemore.. haiz..

sudd felt very helpless.. lyk carn do anything to help her..
haiz.. 我还真是没用.. T-T

finally realise today hw much she rly meant to me.. haiz.. rly v worried leh.. nv felt dis way before.. >.<

如果天上真的有神仙的话，
我希望你能够让她尽早恢复健康，
只要她能够好起来，快乐起来，
我愿意代她承受一切的痛苦。。
拜托你了。

Okie.. i noe dis sounds childish.. but.. who noes? mayb it will come true afterall.. haha.. =.=

Haiz.. rly hope dat she can recover soon..

Stay happy.

love her always,
Elvin.

2007-06-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

Haiz.

1stly.. lyk to aplg for not updating my blog dis few days.. duno y sudd feel v sian le.. so.. no mood to post anything.. haha.. =X

mm.. ya changed a new blogskin le.. nice mah? haha.. cos.. tot tt every1 muz haf been sick & tired of seeing e old one.. and also.. black is so COOL! lol.. rly like dis blogskin.. ^_^
as for e song.. SHE "一眼万年" xD ya.. i noe its quite old de song le la.. haha.. but i find it v v nice tho.. cos it holds a lot of beautiful memories for me.. haha.. can still rmb dose days.. every evening at abt 7pm.. she and i will b waiting for “天外飞仙" to start.. lol.. rly v 怀念..

mm.. anyway.. i nw starting to wry for olvls le lo.. cos.. sudd felt tt i v slack lyk dat lo.. past few days during isp.. c dose few gals in our cls.. so hardworking lo & chionging hw.. haiz.. so feel dat i rly v slack lyk dat.. =.= rly muz start to work hard le.. jiayou elvin!!!

Okie.. shall end my post here le..

Wish dat she will b able to stay happy always!

Love her always,
Elvin.

2007-05-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

Woots!

haha.. yay! finished my chinese olvls le! lol.. ^_^ but.. dun tink i did as well as i haf done for mye.. =S haha.. cos didnt haf time to check for wrong words 4 my compo.. esp so whn i have written a 6-page long essay.. >.<

lol.. thn for gong han.. duno if e content is dere mah.. haha.. so.. rly nt sure if i can get a1.. haha nvm ba.. over jiu over le.. juz hope can get at least an a2 ba! lol..

okie.. time to go play & relax le! yay!

oops.. on 2nd thoughts.. still carn relax.. cos tmr still haf isp.. zzz..

sian~ =.=

Love her always,
Elvin.

2007-05-27T12:44:00.000+08:00

lol.. haf been revising chinese for e whole morning le.. so.. feeling v sian now.. haha.. tot tt i shld post something.. mm.. okie.. here r some pictures dat i have drew.. haha.. nice mah?? =)

Inuyasha & Kagome (1)

haha.. dis is a picture tt i drew on Chinese New Year.. lol.. haf been a few months le.. not bad rite? haha.. ^_^

Inuyasha & Kagome (2)

haha.. i drew dis picture aft e midyr exams have ended.. its still incomplete tho.. havent shade finish.. lol.. but will try to complete it aft my chinese olvls exams.. haha =D

lol.. guess dats abt it ba.. haf to go back and mug chinese again.. haiz.. rly v sian.. haha.. hope i can get A1 tmr ba! Jiayou Elvin!!! ^_^

Love her always,

Elvin.

2007-05-26T14:36:00.001+08:00

1 more day..

Elvin.

2007-05-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

Hello!

hey ppl.. sry for not updating my blog tt often le.. cos haf to study and revise for e upcoming chinese olvls exams.. lol.. so paiseh har.. =S

haha.. okie.. wad shall i write abt? Err.. mm.. nowadays e weather v hot hor? =.= lol.. but dats true lo.. esp dis afternoon. Oh ya! something v.. hw do i put it.. aiya.. something v idiotic happened dis afternoon la.. dat vice-principal of our sch hor.. omg.. he so v lol lo! >.<

Anw.. dis is wad dat has happened.. Our sch held a parent-teacher meeting dis afternoon in e hall for e sec4s and 5s.. and as most of u noe.. our sch's hall is lyk a furnace in e afternoon.. dots.. Thn before e parents actually get to speak to e teachers.. dere was a short pwpt presentation made by e vp..

dat vp.. haiz.. zzz.. i rly duno wad to say of him.. he was lyk.. totally oblivious 2 hw restless e parents were feeling lo.. and he happily dragged his pwpt for so long.. thinking dat every1 is paying attention to him.. and what's more.. he kept repeating himself and cld even associate studying wif a soccer match.. zzz.. (i m totally speechless.. )

Haiz.. olvls around de corner le.. duno if i can do well for chinese mah.. Hope i can get an A1.. but.. lacking confidence sia.. =.=''

I muz jiayou!

Elvin.

2007-05-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

好累，好累

我真的累了

不知道何时会就这样一直沉睡下去

再也醒不来了

唯一的心愿

就是希望她能够永远快乐

Elvin.

2007-05-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

Haiz..

This weekend had been so boring.. cos i haf to do 1 私函 + 2 公函 + 1 chinese comprehension for e chinese isp. Rly sian sia.. actually intended to complete a drawing by dis wk de... but in e end... no time to complete it cos of hw.. >.<

But i guess i carn help it either huh? since chinese olvls is juz around e corner.. nxt monday to be exact.. duno if i can get a1 for it mah.. a little worried now.. haha.. haiz..

Haf been feeling v depressed dis weekend.. Mayb i tink too much ba.. but.. why do i feel tt she isnt happy at all whn i smsed her dis weekend.. and.. why does it seem lyk.. aiya.. duno la.. feel v confused now.. duno hw to descibe my feelings.. =S

haiz.. shant elaborate much le.. v worried for her.. altho i dun tink it matters..

Elvin.

2007-05-17T15:18:00.000+08:00

Haha!

lol.. sry for not posting anything recently.. too lazy le.. >.<
Haha.. got back all my results yestd le.. mm.. dis is how i fare.. lol..

English - 65
Chinese - 77
Biology - 72
Physics - 67
Chemistry - 75
Emaths - 69 (zzz... one more mark...)
Amaths - 45 (haiz.. T_T)
Geography - 70 (shld be ba... still not yet confirm)
Combined Humanities - 55

lol.. tink i didnt do dat well for mye.. haiz.. but nvm ba.. shall work harder for prelims.. haha.. XD

Anw.. aiyo... xy and jh... dun look down on urself la.. u all can do it de! Jiayou ba! =D

Oh ya.. yestd went to play badminton wif Mr.Chin & some other Bpians.. haha.. enjoyed myself v much.. nv play for quite some time le.. =) And.. it was worthwhile too!!! Only haf to pay $1 for 3 hrs of play.. lol.. cos Mr.Chin paid for e last hr.. haha.. so in e end.. each person only haf to pay v little lo.. XD

Speaking of badminton... something v lol happened lo.. AIYO.. heeyi.. changed my grip wor.. thinking my racket was urs =.= lol.. but e grip was gd tho.. haha.. so.. i going to return ya e money for e grip... dun say dun nid har... haha..

Mm.. okie.. shall end my post here ba..

And.. wish dat she will always b happy.. forever.. =)

Elvin.

2007-05-12T13:06:00.000+08:00

Omg.. Lol.

Paiseh, paiseh, very sry for not updating.. haha.. cos was enjoying myself dse few days. lol.. playing dota wif sx dey all for almost everyday aft e exams =) lol.. so shuang~

Mm... wad shld i tok abt... Ah! i know.. tok abt exams 1st. lol.. i v sian sia.. made so many careless mistakes in both bio and phys mcq; lost quite a number of marks.. T_T but nvm... over le mah... haha.. now busy relaxing 1st. lol.

Oh ya.. i v worried for amaths leh.. my junior told me tt V.lee was marking our cls scripts during lesson.. thn he told them tt many ppl in our cls failed.. zzz.. duno how i did.. lol.

Anw.. got back my English & Chem results yestd le.. haha.. quite ok.. altho both of them 刚刚好... erm.. reach a grade.. lol.. hope u guys understand wad i mean.. lol.

Mm.. okie.. nth intesting to tok abt le.. haha.. so.. will end dis post here.

Stay happy everyone!

Elvin.

2007-04-30T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Thnx to all for visitng my blog... juz wanna tell u guys tt from today onwards... i will b making my blog private... so... u guys are e few lucky (or mayb unlucky ones) to b able to view it...

dis is bcause i rly trust u guys not to tell anyone abt my personal life... so... hope dat u all will neither let other ppl noe ur account passwords so as to let them view my blog... nor tell anyone abt my matters in school. Really appreciate dat if u guys can do dis... cos i rly trust u all... not to tell other ppl. ty.

This is due to some rly bad events dat haf took place de week b4... but i shant comment any further on dat...

so once again... hope u guys can keep my matters secret to urselves... thnx.

Elvin.

2007-04-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Today

was Social Studies paper... omg... 2 seqs and 4 sbq questions in juz 1hr 30mins? How on earth can i finish e paper in such a short period of time? zzz... its impossible la... hahas... for me dat is.
Was quite lucky tt e seq questions were based on chapter 1: education & health-care... haha... guess i spot e right questions huh? lol. When i actually finished writing the seqs... i looked at the time... and i was like freaking out totally... wth? 35mins left to do 4 sbq questions? zzz... and juz as expected... i didnt managed to finish e paper... crap for most part of e question on reliability... haha... so juz hope for e best ba... >.<

Yesterday

was bio practical. Tink i did quite well... haha duno la. Was able to ans most of e questions... lol. However... i tink i lost 3 marks le... got confused btwn urine and saliva... duno which one has proteins in it... lol! In e end... i wrote urine got proteins... haha... so wrong lo.. lol. Aiya... nvm... dun care le... haha=)

Frens

Finally, we haf come down to a conclusion: we are juz frens and nothing more.. only frens.
So... i guess dats it ba.. looks like dats e end.
Haha... never mind.. Its ok... i m happy to haf her as a gd fren... hope dat dis will b btr for us ba.

Elvin.

2007-04-25T09:36:00.000+08:00

Friendship vs. Love

Is it really 50-50?

Or was it juz a consolation?

Can i really b happy without her?

Is loving a person really all about letting go?

Haiz... tired...

Elvin.

2007-04-22T10:46:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Hello. lol. Firstly, I will like to thank everyone who has shown concern over my last post... dun wry guys... i know death is never a solution... lol. But... isn't it kind of normal for someone who is depressed to think of dying...? >.<

Anyway... we haf sort things out... me and her... so... i guess everything is back to normal... again =) Told her tt day tt even if she rejects me in e end... i still wont regret waiting for her... 相信我..

Haha... nvm... lets see how things will turn out ba... For now... haf to prepare for e Mid-year exams. Speaking of dis... haiz... for some reasons... i juz cant conc in studying... haf been studying SS for e whole of yestd... but nothing.. practically nothing... gets into my head... zzz. What am i going to do? T_T

I haf to JIAYOU!!! =D

愛してる

Elvin.

2007-04-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

Had orals today... hahas... didnt haf a good feeling abt my chinese... cause...i tink i did pretty badly... found myself crapping for e whole of e conversation, come to tink of it... i dun even noe wad i was saying... lols. But nvm.. its over le.. =D

Was quite happy for my english orals tho... haha.. got Ms. Meyer!!! Haha... altho she had only taught me for a yr whn i was in sec 2... still maintained quite a gd relationship wif her... haha... so was elated tt i got her as my examiner... hope i m able to get gd grades ba... =)

Oh ya... she smsed me juz now... shant say much abt e content... but.. hope it will turn out fine ba...

Elvin.

2007-04-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Depressed..

Hello. Hahas... yea i noe.. havent posted anything for quite some time now... lol. Reason partly bcause i was busy rushing all my homework and studying for e many tests i had for e past few days.. Haiz.. all dse cls tests are killing me.. >.<

Also.. havent got de mood to post anything too... haiz.. duno why.. feeling v down dse few days... altho at sch i always seem to be in a "hyper" mood... =.= but rly... dis is how i cheer myself up... (mayb u guys wont believe it ba... nvm..)

Many things haf happened last weekend... btwn me and her tt is. During sat.. i felt tt we were actually getting closer... haha... chat thru sms till lk 12+ midnight... i duno how she feels... bt... i m rly happy =)

However... on sunday... she sent me a sms tt rly broke my heart... i shant elaborate much on e sms ba... but... rly felt v depressed cause she keeps specifying tt we r juz frens... Keep asking myself... Am i just a normal fren to her? >.<

Haf been feeling v v sad over dis for e past few days... sometimes... honestly... i feel lk committing suicide... hope to get knocked down by a car or smthn lk tt... so tt i wont haf to suffer dis much over her... even hoped tt if i didnt die... i will b able to forget everything abt her whn i woke up...

Smsed her on monday... wrote a 10 pages long sms... told her abt my current feelings... thn told her tt mayb we shld give both of us a short break ba... cause... i rly nid time to recover... nid time to turn back into e cheerful me again...
This is bcause... i rly dun wish to be always smsing her wif a dpressed kind of tone... >.<
So.. ya.. tink tt we will only cont to sms aft e exams ba...

Elvin.

2007-04-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

Elvin.

2007-04-08T10:54:00.000+08:00

7 April 2007- the day i actually professed to her.

Lol.. finally got my answer yestd le. Honestly... i am not sure if it was a 'yes' or 'no'.. cause she didnt make it v specific. lol.. but, i am happy... i really am. Bcause.. i feel tt i might actually haf a chance.. lol... mayb it is juz my own wishful thinking.. haha. But... at least i haf told her abt my feelings towards her... so... ya... lets c how things go ba.=)

But for now... we will probably remain as gd frens... lol. 但是，我还是会等她的. Hope she can stay happy always!

Okie... dats abt it for dis topic... lol. Dun wanna say too much le. Haha.. mm... wad shld i write abt... OH ya... yestd was a memorable day for me (yes.. professing to her is also part of e reason..), but... another reason is tt yestd was my last performance in BPCO. Haha... honestly.. it feels rly sad to b leaving CO le.. but i guess... all gd things muz eventually cum to an end huh? lol >.<

Yestd aft CO... I went out to e movies wif hz, kd, yh, ry and hy. Actually we wanted to watch "Mr Bean's holiday" de... but in e end... we ended up watching "Meet the robinsons"... bcause e tickets for "Mr Bean's holiday" were running out... and also... e movie had already started for like... erm... 20mins? lol.

Mm... i guessed i will end dis post here ba... cause haf to go finish up chem hw... thn study for chem and geo test... haiz... so sian.. =x

Tata.

Elvin.

2007-04-05T19:42:00.001+08:00

HELLO.

lol... yea i noe... havent been posting anything for a long time le... haha... v sry abt tt... cause was rly busy dse few days.. mm... i tink dis gonna b a long post... so... b prepared to be bored... lols. >.<

Okie.. let me start off with how SYF went... well... juz as i have expected... we got a SILVER... i believe many of us were kinda of disappointed tt we didnt get gold... and honestly... i feel kinda of sad too... (altho i dun rly like to admit dis..) However... dis is DEFINITELY not the end!!! Continue to jiayou ba everyone!!! I will b back 2 yrs from now to see u, my juniors... getting gold in SYF 2009... hahas... 加油吧！=D

Guess dats abt it for e syf bit... mm... haf been reminiscing abt e past 3 yrs being a CO member... i must say tt i m rly rly v sad to b leaving CO soon... it feels kinda weird tho... b4 SYF i was actually looking forward to dis sat... when i can finally step down and leave CO... but... upon seeing how united we are during e syf... I... I... I rly feel v sad to be leaving CO so soon...

lol... yestd morning i went to e mp5 and mp6 (our CO practice room) and spent a few minutes dere... wanting to spend a few final moments dere... Looking at the few timpani's tt we haf... i suddenly recall e time whn i was in sec1... i cldnt even help move e timpani lo... but.. now being e most senior le... I often haf to volunteer to help move them... haha... time rly flies le.. >.<

Anw... i had a physics test aft sch today... OMG! tt test was pure sick la... it was so damn tough la... i dun even noe how to do most of the questions lo... almost everything is "tikam-tikam" de... haiz... die le la... i hope i dun get a single-digit for tt test lo... haiz... hope i m not tt suay... lols.

Dis saturday... will b quite a big day of my life ba.. i guess... hahas... finally going to profess to her le... altho i duno if i shld mah... cause she got a lot of hw to do and many tests to study for nxt wk... so... i scared i will affect her studies... lol. But... shall c how things go ba... hahas.

Tata!

Elvin.

2007-03-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Lol.. has been quite a long time since i posted anything... cause was very busy nowadays... esp with CO practices everyday...

Syf is coming soon le... altho e principal and sch teachers have high hopes tt we will b able to get gold... i however... feel tt we are juz not dere yet... Altho i noe tt i shldnt haf said dis... esp whn i m an exco member. But... rly... we r juz not dere yet... dats why i m hoping for juz a silver...

As for myself... tt gal recently told me tt she had a crush on a guy last time whn she was in sec2... honestly... i was... rly sad when i heard dis... but... wad can i rly do abt it? Altho she said she dun like him anymore le... but... i still feel kinda sad... aiya... but as long as she is happy... i rly dun mind if she goes out with another guy... yea... as long she is happy... 我什么都不在乎了...

7 April 2007... I m looking for tt day to come... cause dats whn i will finally get my answer...

Elvin.

2007-03-19T22:30:00.000+08:00

Confused...

School has reopened today... honestly, i was quite happy to be back... being able to meet up wif my frens once more...

However, i muz admit today has indeed been a rly tiring day... guess e reason is bcause i didnt rly slp yestd nite... was turning in bed for almost de whole nite lo... lols. >.<

Oh ya... juz finished watching 花样少年少女. Today was e last episode le... I tink e ending was kind of touchin... altho Quan and Ruixi in e end... in e end... oso nv confess deir feelings for each other...

The show ended wif Quan talking abt his relationship with Ruixi... altho i m not a rly great fan of e show... i muz admit tt wad Quan said in e end is kind of... kind of inspiring... hahas.

Actually... it oso reflects on wad heeyi always said to me when i tell her tt i myself... dun even noe why i actually like tt gal... As wad Quan and heeyi have said... Loving a person needs no explainations... it just comes naturally... deep down from ur heart...

This show has also raised some questions in my mind too... if... if i shld be like Quan... and juz keep silent abt my feelings for her... till e end of dis yr when i graduate?

I believe tt gal... by now... shld oso somehow knew abt my feelings for her... but she has chosen to remain quiet abt it... Is dis what she really wants? Juz let me love her secretly and remain as frens for now?

Will dis rly be btr for both of us??

Elvin.

2007-03-18T12:31:00.000+08:00

爱一个人越深，越是身不由己...

Elvin.

2007-03-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

慢慢疏远了...

Haiz... Today has been a long day... Had CO in sch for almost de whole afternoon.

Altho CO ended quite early today... I had to stay back for a meeting wif shen and a few exco ppl, regarding to e exact no. of ppl going for e coming syf.

In the end, we have to 牺牲 6 ppl cause we really have exceeded e limit of 80 ppl le.
Really haf to apologise to dse 6 ppl... cause... we didnt rly mean to... u noe... dun let u all participate in e syf... but is bcause we rly have no choice.

Hope u guys can understand. Dun be so upset tho... hahas. Cause u all being in sec2 and 1 (only one: Qingxi) will still haf a chance 2 yrs ltr... lol. So continue to jiayou ba!

Mm... now regarding to my own personal life... not really pleasing tho... haiz..

Duno if i m juz paranoid or wad... but rly... it feels kind of like... we are starting to 慢慢疏远了. Mayb i m juz thinking too much ba... but... i rly duno..

Have been thinking back on e days when we were much closer... and much happier together...
还记得 dere r a few times whn i called ya... we can like easily chat for half an hour... but... guess dose happy times wont come back again...

Nvm... i haf to stop writing le... wanna go watch inuyasha... will cont to write more tmr... if i haf e mood tt is..

Like to end this post by writing dis to motivate myself...

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有

Elvin.

2007-03-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

Tagboard removed...

Many ppl have started questioning me as to who tt gal is... And honestly, i am really sick and tired of it le...

There is smthn which i wanna make clear to everyone...

E actual reason for me blogging is bcause... is bcause sometimes... i rly cant find someone to share my troubles with... since i dun wan others to noe who tt gal is... and oso to noe tt i am troubled wif matters of e heart...

Mayb xinying is rite afterall... i shldnt have made dis blog known to every1... but... i guess tts too late afterall... Guess the only way to salvage dis situation is to remove e tagboard ba... Rly sorry abt this... but i m rly grateful to everyone who made an effort to tag... but... i guess tts it... cause i m rly tired of all de comments and questions tt many ppl gave to me...

So.. from today onwards... this blog is purely a place for me... just me, to write abt my troubles... and I will be rly thankful if u all can keep ur comments to urself...

Elvin.

2007-03-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

Tired..
Very tired..

Elvin.

Morning!

2007-03-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

HEYS!

Wah... woke up so late today... cause only slept at 12am yestd (today)... hahas... was rushing geo hw... but didnt manage to complete it tho.. lol.

Mm.. smsed her juz now when i woke up.. hahas. Glad tt she feeling much btr le..

Jiayou ba! Always here for ya..

Elvin.

Angry!

2007-03-14T00:31:00.000+08:00

WTH!!!

One idiotic joker wrote some undesirable things at my blog within minutes when i last left. Really a loser sia... wads wrong wif him/her?

Really really pissed off now... why make things difficult for me when i just started trying out blogging.. wth sia!!!

Better... dun let me catch who tt person is.

Oh yah... the person can forget bout posting anything on my blog ever again.

Elvin.

Worried...

2007-03-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

担心...

Haiz... just now received her sms le. Altho muz say tt i m quite happy tt she actually 有想到我..

But... she said tt she running a fever leh!!!

Haiz... so worried bout her now... but she said she gonna be ok la... so... aiya... duno la... 还是有点不放心... hahas..

Guess she must be sleeping now le ba... Hope she will recover soon...

Stay happy!

Elvin

Holiday Homework

2007-03-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

Heys!

4t2 ppl... here is e list of homework tt we have for dis holidays...

Happy nerding everyone!!!

English TYS summary
Asian Geographic ws + Reader Digest (March)
Geography TYS ( okok.. i noe dis is my fault... lol.)
A-Maths
E-Maths
Biology Practical + Worksheets
Chemistry Worksheets
Physics Practical
Social Studies Ws (dis one is long time ago de... but dun tink u all haf done ba... hahas)
English NIC presentation

Guess thats bout it ba... anymore?

Got must tell me leh... hahas... cause i do hw very slow de... lol. slacking nowadays.

Tata!

Elvin

Sigh...

2007-03-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

Gastric Pain is killing me...

Haiz... wasnt able to attend CO today... gastric pain acting up again..

Honestly, i was kinda sad not able to attend CO... cause dis means tt i just missed a chance to meet tt special someone... lol.

Guess i btr stop saying le... lata ppl such as xinying or shixiong will start asking me who is tt gal... lol.

Anw.. this blogskin tt i have chosen is bcause of her... cause she likes inuyasha a lot mah... hahas.

But dont tink she will cum and see ba... seldom see her online de... lolx

Oh yah.. we CO got new uniforms leh!!! Hahas... so happy lo... finally aft my 3 yrs in CO, wearing tt vampire uniform... finally got a change le!

But hor... our principal rly got no taste lo... chose tt ugly black colour uniform for e gals... so ugly... (guess everybody in CO will agree with me ba..). BUT, tts for e gals la... guys de quite nice... hahas=)

oo... it starting to rain le... hahas so nice!

Elvin.

Tuesday, March 13

2007-03-13T15:43:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Lol. This is my 1st time blogging... so not really sure how i have done... hahas. Pls feel free to give me ur comments and suggestions on how i can improve... lol.

Anyway... i wanna thank xinying for her offer to help me with this blog... altho i managed to solve e prob myself in the end... lol.

Thanks anyway!

Ok.. guess this will be e end of my 1st post... duno wad to write le.. hahas. Stay happy everyone!

Elvin.