Friday, July 18 / 10:46 PM
Speech day today..
was supposed to be a happy occasion. on my journey back to bp today, i constantly reminded myself that i shld be happy. it was my big day as this is the 1st time ever tt i am attending speech day as a prize recipient.
but somehow.. i was not able to do so.
it has been a long while since we last met,still rmbed the last time we met..i was crying.for the past few months, i haf been trying to adapt to life without you.
i guess i m still unable to do so yet..
still trying my best.
there was one point in time, when i thought tt i no longer haf any feelings for you..
however..
after seeing you in school today.. even if it is only from a distance,
i realised..
it really isnt that easy to assure myself tt i no longer love you..
i guess..
it is rly impossible for me to forget abt u ba.. haha...
even though i know clearly that..
you probably would haf forgotten abt me..
take care, and stay happy, always.
love her always,
elvin.