Sunday, May 25 / 8:05 PM
i really duno wad to do..
i am really feeling v miserable.. confused.. helpless..
i really dont wish for our relationship to end just like this..
i have alws thought that we will never be seperated..
and since a long time ago..
i have already made up mind that u are the only girl whom i want to be with forever..
but now..
...
i know tt you wont be feeling any better than me..
cos.. i know u still haf feelings for me..
so why? why cant u give both of us another chance?
why must everything end this way?
...
i really dont wish to let go..
everybody is telling me tt mayb its time for me to forget abt u..
but.. i really cant do it..
i really cant..
...
i haf been thinking a lot for e past few days..
yes, i really dont wish for our relationship to end..
but neither do i wish for you to be sad and having ur studies affected by me..
i juz wan u to be happy..
so..
i guess..
mayb its time to let go ba..
...
i wont bother u anymore le..
hope tt by doing so.. u will be happier..
but i will still be waiting for u..
wish tt after 4 yrs..
we can still be tgt again..
geena, zutto ni aishiteru..
love you always,Elvin.