Wednesday, May 14 / 7:27 PM
Heys everyone.. sry for not updating my blog for so long.. cos had been rly busy wif sch work recently.. especially PW! ARGHH! lol.. had been rushing e GPP for quite a while now.. thank God its finally done..
lol.. anw here's a piece of gd news! I got thru the 1st round of interview at IBN for e A*star science research! yay! haha.. but thn now nid to go for e final round of interview.. havent got e details yet.. but hope everything goes well ba. =)
well.. we had CAAL aft school today. lol.. honestly, it was only my 2nd time attending CAAL cos there used to be many interference during CAAL last time. mm anw.. our class did smthn abt poetry at RGPS this afternoon.. well dere was this poem that i like very much.. and here it is:
Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And i still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hands like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So i would'nt have to wake up without you today.
This time i thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was i an opinion?
I let you see a side of me that i don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go on our own ways,
and hopefully you'll remember the things i've told you,
hopefully you'll understand that everything i said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not i wanted from this,
But i guess i've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish that the story didn't end this way,
Cause i'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hands like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
...
I love you, monkey.
love her always,
Elvin.
