Tuesday, May 27 / 10:48 PM
Mm.. today i went to WestMall to watch the movie, "Accuracy of Death"..
i reached WestMall at around 10.20am and then went into the theatre at 10.30am..
at that time.. there was no one else in the theatre..
i was kinda happy then.. cos it means i can haf e whole theatre to myself..
and watch e movie quietly alone..
but then..
2 girls suddenly came into the theatre during the last minute when e show was abt to start..
haiz~
anw.. e movie was quite nice..
it wasnt rly abt romance tho.. but more abt hw fate can bring ppl tgt..
ya.. hope everyone can watch it..
love her always,Elvin.
Monday, May 26 / 7:56 PM
Photos taken during my 3days course at IMCB. (21-23 May 2008)

Me and Woon Yao (junior from BPGHS)

Me, North, Cass and Mel

Our coordinator, Jeremy.

Fun Shot.

Me and North.

Big Me and North, Small Cass and Mel.

Big Cass and Mel, Small me and North.

08S11 Forever~~
love her always,
Elvin.
Sunday, May 25 / 8:05 PM
i really duno wad to do..
i am really feeling v miserable.. confused.. helpless..
i really dont wish for our relationship to end just like this..
i have alws thought that we will never be seperated..
and since a long time ago..
i have already made up mind that u are the only girl whom i want to be with forever..
but now..
...
i know tt you wont be feeling any better than me..
cos.. i know u still haf feelings for me..
so why? why cant u give both of us another chance?
why must everything end this way?
...
i really dont wish to let go..
everybody is telling me tt mayb its time for me to forget abt u..
but.. i really cant do it..
i really cant..
...
i haf been thinking a lot for e past few days..
yes, i really dont wish for our relationship to end..
but neither do i wish for you to be sad and having ur studies affected by me..
i juz wan u to be happy..
so..
i guess..
mayb its time to let go ba..
...
i wont bother u anymore le..
hope tt by doing so.. u will be happier..
but i will still be waiting for u..
wish tt after 4 yrs..
we can still be tgt again..
geena, zutto ni aishiteru..
love you always,Elvin.
Friday, May 23 / 9:40 PM
Yesterday, I had my final interview wif the director of IBN.
And in the end, much to my surprise.. i actually got into the research program!
ya.. my research program will be held in e nov and dec holidays.. which means i cant go away for holidays le.. haiz~
but then.. i m quite happy ba.. cos i m one step closer to achieving my dream of becoming a doctor..
and providing a comfortable life for her..
i hope i will have this chance ba..
but mayb.. i will never have it..
love her always,Elvin.
Friday, May 16 / 9:15 PM
今天上华文课时, 老师要大家以以下的照片, 写出一小段的故事来描写此事情发生之前或之后的情况..

在四川大地震遇害的一位小女生
不知不觉,我走到了学校的门口.但如今,学校已经不象以前那么的华丽,而是成为了一座庞大的"砖头山".展现在我眼前的这一幕,真是令人感到心酸啊!
我看见许多救灾人员正忙着寻找尸体;而如我一样侥幸逃过着一劫的生还者只能在一旁默默地哭泣,祈求老天爷不要夺走还被埋在"砖头山"下的亲友们..
突然之间,从救灾人员那儿传来了喊叫声.我想应该是他们发现了什么,于是,我便决定去看一看,希望能够给予一些帮助.
慢慢的,救灾人员们挖掘出了一名小女生的尸体.眼看着那小女生,我心里想:这女孩怎么那么面熟呢?
这时,我明白了.
我错了.
原来,我早已离开了人世...
这一小段故事,是我以这位小女孩的角度来写的...
Wednesday, May 14 / 7:27 PM
Heys everyone.. sry for not updating my blog for so long.. cos had been rly busy wif sch work recently.. especially PW! ARGHH! lol.. had been rushing e GPP for quite a while now.. thank God its finally done..
lol.. anw here's a piece of gd news! I got thru the 1st round of interview at IBN for e A*star science research! yay! haha.. but thn now nid to go for e final round of interview.. havent got e details yet.. but hope everything goes well ba. =)
well.. we had CAAL aft school today. lol.. honestly, it was only my 2nd time attending CAAL cos there used to be many interference during CAAL last time. mm anw.. our class did smthn abt poetry at RGPS this afternoon.. well dere was this poem that i like very much.. and here it is:
Complete and total adoration,
My gift to you, my heart was yours.
In ten weeks you shaped it,
In one night you murdered it.
Torn from my chest and laid at your feet,
That first step you took was the worst.
Since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark,
And i still have these memories,
But we'll never see what we could have been.
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hands like you'd never let it go?
Remember, cause that's all you can do.
We'll never make another memory,
We'll never make another memory.
I wish I'd have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So i would'nt have to wake up without you today.
This time i thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was i an opinion?
I let you see a side of me that i don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled.
Knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that it wasn't enough.
So, we'll go on our own ways,
and hopefully you'll remember the things i've told you,
hopefully you'll understand that everything i said was in sincerity.
A broken heart is not i wanted from this,
But i guess i've learned from it.
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish that the story didn't end this way,
Cause i'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Remember when you held my hands like you'd never let it go?
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
...
I love you, monkey.
love her always,
Elvin.
Tuesday, May 6 / 9:41 PM
After weeks of depression, I have finally picked myself up again..
I guess what i can do now is to wait for her and continue to give my all for dis relationship ba.. hopefully she will accept me again one day.. ya mayb dats e only thing i can do now ba..
anyway.. an update of my recent happenings ba..
well.. i had my 1st SPA examinations today.. Biology. The paper is kinda manageable i guess.. juz tt i was rushing thru e last 20mins doing my skill D report.. haha.. hopefully all goes well la.
Also i will be having an interview at IBN dis coming thursday for e A*Star science research program. I was kinda surprised that my appplication form actually got thru.. lol.. hopefully all goes well too ba.. since i have already made it dis far.. ya i hope..
all right.. i going to prepare for my interview now.. juz wanna say thanks to everyone who has been concerned for me.. thank you all.
I miss BP.. looking forward to see sx, sn, lcw, qr, hai, hieu & e rest of 4T2 during dis saturday's class outing..
and also..
I miss you, little monkey.
love her always,
Elvin.
Sunday, May 4 / 8:02 PM
放不下,
所以只能默默地等待.
盼望再次听你对我说一声:
愛してる.
小猴子, 我等你.
love her always,
Elvin.
Thursday, May 1 / 9:58 AM
除了不停地哭泣以外,
我还能做什么呢?
如今,我学到了一个道理:
即使我无条件地付出一切,
我始终不能够挽留着她,
也许真的是时候,
放弃吧.
love her always,
Elvin.