I will always be here waiting for you..
Love you, forever.
Friday, April 20 / 11:50 PM
Depressed..
Hello. Hahas... yea i noe.. havent posted anything for quite some time now... lol. Reason partly bcause i was busy rushing all my homework and studying for e many tests i had for e past few days.. Haiz.. all dse cls tests are killing me.. >.<
Also.. havent got de mood to post anything too... haiz.. duno why.. feeling v down dse few days... altho at sch i always seem to be in a "hyper" mood... =.= but rly... dis is how i cheer myself up... (mayb u guys wont believe it ba... nvm..)
Many things haf happened last weekend... btwn me and her tt is. During sat.. i felt tt we were actually getting closer... haha... chat thru sms till lk 12+ midnight... i duno how she feels... bt... i m rly happy =)
However... on sunday... she sent me a sms tt rly broke my heart... i shant elaborate much on e sms ba... but... rly felt v depressed cause she keeps specifying tt we r juz frens... Keep asking myself... Am i just a normal fren to her? >.<
Haf been feeling v v sad over dis for e past few days... sometimes... honestly... i feel lk committing suicide... hope to get knocked down by a car or smthn lk tt... so tt i wont haf to suffer dis much over her... even hoped tt if i didnt die... i will b able to forget everything abt her whn i woke up...
Smsed her on monday... wrote a 10 pages long sms... told her abt my current feelings... thn told her tt mayb we shld give both of us a short break ba... cause... i rly nid time to recover... nid time to turn back into e cheerful me again...
This is bcause... i rly dun wish to be always smsing her wif a dpressed kind of tone... >.<
So.. ya.. tink tt we will only cont to sms aft e exams ba...
Elvin.
THE PIGGY
Elvin Chua Pheng Xie
蔡朋学
HKPS / BPGHS / NJC
106 Cartoons
205 Hippies
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ABOUT PIGGY
Likes:
- My bed
- Eating Sweets & Ice-cream
- Inuyasha & Naruto
- Drawing
- 天外飞仙
Loves:
- Her (Monkey) ^^
- My family
Dislikes:
- Having to study for tests
- Doing Homework