Monday, October 27 / 6:08 PM
I have given up on the past.
Guess its now time for me to move on .
Sunday, October 12 / 4:46 PM
still rmb the handphone strap tt we shared?
One half of the heart is with you,
and the other with me.
mayb u haf already forgotten about it.. or mayb even threw it away.
but i haf alws kept it close to me,
bringing it along with me wherever i went.
but for some reasons,
it just went missing today.
after six months of despair and sorrow,
i guess this is it.
a sign for me to give up.
and i will.
take care.
elvin.
Wednesday, August 27 / 11:35 PM
give up..
giving up..
given up.
haf i, really?
Thursday, August 7 / 10:25 PM
Happy Birthday to myself..received lots of smses today..
happy tt many frens and family still rmbed my birthday..
but the one sms i m waiting for..
has yet to arrive..
i guess no matter hw long i wait..
i will nv receive it ba..
love her always,elvin.
Friday, July 18 / 10:46 PM
Speech day today..
was supposed to be a happy occasion. on my journey back to bp today, i constantly reminded myself that i shld be happy. it was my big day as this is the 1st time ever tt i am attending speech day as a prize recipient.
but somehow.. i was not able to do so.
it has been a long while since we last met,still rmbed the last time we met..i was crying.for the past few months, i haf been trying to adapt to life without you.
i guess i m still unable to do so yet..
still trying my best.
there was one point in time, when i thought tt i no longer haf any feelings for you..
however..
after seeing you in school today.. even if it is only from a distance,
i realised..
it really isnt that easy to assure myself tt i no longer love you..
i guess..
it is rly impossible for me to forget abt u ba.. haha...
even though i know clearly that..
you probably would haf forgotten abt me..
take care, and stay happy, always.
love her always,
elvin.
Saturday, July 12 / 8:30 PM
havent been blogging for quite some time now..ya so i m here to update.. haha..well.. got back my common test results le..NJ common test.. rly damn imba.. lol..but tink i did okay ba.. shall work even harder during promos.well.. and also.. i actually got elected to become njco-gz pres.lol.. but feeling v stressed now bcos of the recruitment problems..hope i can do a gd job as a pres..and not let everyone, esp the teachers and seniors.jiayou elvin!love her always,elvin.
Sunday, June 29 / 9:21 PM
seeing u online at msn now..
i rly duno wad to do..
i have so many things tt i wan to tell u..
so many things to ask u..
but.. i m afraid tt if i disturb u again..
u will lose ur concentration for olvls..
if u are reading this now..
i juz wanna let u noe tt..
altho there might be a thousand reasons to why u should give up on our relationship..
i haf only one reason to why i will nv give you up..
and that reason is..
i truly love u.
love her always,elvin.
Friday, June 27 / 9:18 PM
昨晚,我又梦见了你。
梦里的你,是那么的开朗,
那么的开心。
而不知为何,当你遇见我的时候,
我们之间并没有一丝的尴尬。
一切就如同回到了过去。
...
但是,我明白,
那只是一场梦,一场很美丽,很幸福的梦。
有人说,梦境所发生的事情,
在现实生活里是永远不会实现的.
我想,
也许,
这纯粹只是一场梦吧。
...
梦,使人变得更沮丧...
love her always,elvin.
Sunday, June 22 / 1:41 PM
痴情 ≠ 白痴.
love her always,elvin.